The girl slowly creeped across the floor. She had a look on her face of love. She began to tempt me. I could not allow her to take control over me. I could not resist. I had to let the love warm my body. I have let her take over once again. I have lost to her kiss. The kiss that has sweetened my blood. I absorbed her body.
I walked down the trail on a journey to find my house. I took this route every day. I know that it will lead me back to the place that I love so much. The place that I learn to make something of myself. This wonderful place that I call home, gives me power. I am finally a free man. I can survive well, and I control my everyday thing. I love living alone. I am in control. I set the rules,I am the man of house. I rule my own country.
She tickles me with her long nails. She scratches the back of my neck oh so gently. I get high off of this girls love so often. I met her at a symphony. She is very popular all the puppies of my society adore her. She has seen parts of the world that no one else has. She has been kicked out of this country many times. The dreams I have after I sleep with this woman are so incredible that it makes me a little crazy the next day.
Why do my parents keep bothering me? I can hold my own now. I am mature, I am a man. I do get distracted real easily and my parents keep ruining my
distraction, I am upset because of that. I have my own apartment in Santa Cruz, I live in a pardise. California has it all, beautiful beaches, pretty girls, great bars, money, palm trees, and tons of smog. Can’t live without it.
This girl really is a trip. All the things people have said about her are true. I saw her at the tikki bar the other day, she was dressed in a suit that had stars and stripes on it. She was looking fine. I asked her if she wanted to go for a walk, she replied with a sexy, acceptance. The journey started off heavenly. Then as always she started the tease. She stripped me down naked. I had lost all control, I slipped out of this world and she wont let me back in. The life flowed out of my lips. Her lips suddenly tasted like almonds, I knew I was in trouble now.
My parents came up to visit me today but I was not home. I missed them by a couple of hours. Bummer because I am not coming back on my usual route today. The jouney I am taking today will lead me to the end of a long trail, the trail of a deadly relationship.
That girl has stirred up a problem. I cannot see her anymore. Her little act has gotten me into a problem that I can no longer rule. It is not my fault. She dumped me. Why did I upset her? I am sorry, really. I never mean to hurt anyone so please forgive me. I did not mean to cut anything short, especially life.
reaction:
We face many challenges in our lives. Some are hard while some are not. The story above is not about sex or something. The narrator was telling how this girl affects his life. Well I think everyone experience that kind of situation. Everyone meet new people and some of that people can get into our lives. They can change us and make us be someone we are not. We should also think that we shouldn’t let anyone control us because many people will be affected. Not only our relatives but also our friends will be affected. We shouldn’t let anyone tempt us that make us bad decisions. Well if u love that person and that person loves u back I think he or she will understand that you need to have a life too. In terms of having a relationship, we should be loyal and accept the fact that the person might disappear someday. If he or she is the right person for u then let it be but if not learn to accept the facts.
My whole life, I have been presented to a single element called change. Change occurs in many different forms and is carried out in many different ways. However, just recently, I have come to the realization that change can be the deepest of all subjects. I always assumed that change occured when you moved to a new town or when you lost someone close to you. Those are elements to change, yes, but change doesn’t have to occur over a single dramatic event. It can just happen overnight when your brain determines it’s time to do something different.
For obvious reasons, people reject change. Especially people who are close to each other because they feel that this change is going to seperate them and make them not as close as they used to be. They fight the change until they force the person to change. It’s sad how this works, but in reality, it’s probably the single most reason why people change. The people we love, love us so much that they want us to remain the way we are forever. Forever is a long time and not one person can always stay the same. Sometimes if the people we love would just accept the change and go with it, they would understand where the change was origianlly coming from.
It’s dangerous to try to stop change and argue against it, especially if the person wants to change so much. The reason that somebody wants to change is usually not their choice, but a feeling that the person feels inside their head and heart. It’s almost like a celestial force is making you change and you have no say in the matter but you know you have to because your mental and physical attributes are commanding you to. Maybe the change isn’t the best change, but if you dig deeper, the person that you love and know isn’t really changing, they are just trying to find themselves and the one thing they need the most is the support of the people who they care about the most. When the people they care about the most dismiss their change as something unimportant and try to guard down everything by rules and regulations, the person they loved begins to change out of sadness that the one group of people he or she thought would understand, really has no clue. Maybe change isn’t always good or bad, like I was saying before, but it could be looked at as something to help you grow. So just remember..if someone is changing, be there for them, offer your their opinion but help them go through whatever they need to go through because they will do what they need to do regardless of the people that they really do love.
reaction:
Be yourself. Sometimes people are so selfish because they don’t want to see their friends to change. We can say that they have a point because they love that person of what he or she is. But we should also think that we can’t control a person because we don’t have the right to do it. Change is not that bad, actually it’s better to change because it helps us to grow into another person. We shouldn’t reject those people that will come to our lives. It helps us to find our true selves. Those people around you should accept the changes happening to you. They should support you in order for you to overcome those changes. If they really love you then they should accept that someday you need to change. “Be who you are”. Don’t let others to force you not to change. You might change because of sadness and you might not handle it. Accept those changes and improve yourself.
Love in all its forms is the best gift. The giving of it enriches the lives of both the giver and the receiver. So why is it that there are so many people in this world with no love in their lives.
Some people will say that they are too choosy or that they haven’t found the right person yet. Others wail about their own inadequacies, thus being undeserving of love. Still others claim that love is an emotional trap that nature has fashioned in order to propagate the species and that intellectuals should raise above these sort of animal instincts.
The reality is that these people are all trying to rationalize a basic fear that we all share. The fear of rejection. We fear that by showing our love we will risk a painful, ego damaging denial. It must therefor be better to wait until there is little to no chance of refusal before making an offer.
This sort of thinking is sadly misleading in many ways. Love is not something that needs to be returned. It is not something that can be refused. If love exists then it exists. There is no reason to believe that we are only good people if those we love also love us back. The trouble is that most of us have been practicing holding our love back for so long that we believe there will only be one person out there that we can love and so that person had better love us or we will be forever unloved.
If we were to change our thinking, we might see the lie that we have been chained to for so long. Look around you and see all of the people in your life worthy of love. You should be free to care for these people. Show your feelings through word and action. Perhaps through your courage they will find the strength within themselves to escape their own cage. But even if they don’t you will feel free. You will have let go of one of life’s most powerful fears and it will make you feel free.
REACTION:
Love. A four lettered word but have lots of definitions. Each of us has our own point of view in terms of what love is. Nowadays, people have change not only on their actions but also in emotional aspects. They think that love is something you needed to return. Honestly, it’s not true because nobody knows what time or when love will come to our life. Love is not a material thing that if you want it, you will go rush and buy it. We should know that there are lots of people you can love and love you back as well like your parents and friends. We should put in our minds that life is sometimes unfair. If you loved and you just get hurt, you should think that it has purpose why it happened. Maybe he or she is not the right person for you. Rejection doesn’t mean you’re not good enough or you’re not the one for him or her. We should think that sometimes we need to be rejected or hurt in order for us to learn and improve ourselves. We should not let our fears get into our minds because it just proves that you are not confident enough to face challenges. We should think that everything happens to our life have a purpose. A purpose to build ourselves.
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